I've realised that writing really does help me de-stress. all those times my dad has told me, 'Natalie, write your feelings down, good or bad, write what you're thinking,write hat you might want to tell someone but you can't say it to their face..it'll help, trust me.'
I think maybe i never thought it would really help, i just kinda thought he was talkin nothing...but its true, it does help me. for some strange reason though, I can't keep a written diary. I've tried writing my thoughts down, but I always get bored , and then I discovered MDD..and its helped me loads. sometimes i dont write in it for ages, and then I miss it. I have so much going on in my head. sometimes i start to type, and so much fills my thoughts that I didnt even know I was thinking about, and I just wanna get it all down on the screen.Fall into my own small world .
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Thursday, April 12, 2007
4/12
Yesterday I said I wasn't gonna sleep until late at night but I couldn't make it and got knocked out at 5 pm . I woke up this morning at 8 am with a horrible headache but I still managed to go eat breakfast and shoot some hoops after .hile I was shoot hoops with my sister the ball that he brought was over pumped and in the end the ball was in his handed and just exploded . The ball blew up before I even had a chance to tell him to drop it . It was very dangerous but he didn't even freak out and we just left because we didn't have a ball to shoot with . Around 4:30 pm my friends came over to play cards and we ended up in a tie because me and Peter ran out of luck which cost us the game . Well its was a fun day for me just hanging with my friends playing cards and having lots of fun . I am going to visit my dad tomorrow around 10 am and probably take my mom to the mall to buy some lotions and supplements for my aunties . I also wrote the checks for ALL the payments today which I dislike very much but I still finished it . Its sprinkling outside right now and its seems like its gonna rain overnight . Well I am gonna head to bed and get my much needed rest for tomorrow.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Photos review
I like to take pictures . Whenever I go out , I always remember my keys , cell phone , wallet , except for these items , my camera is one of the most important things for me . When I was a little girl , my father used to took photos and my sister . Actually , I didn't like the feeling to be taken photos . Afteryears , I grew up . When the day I was 16 years old , my father gave me a digital camera as my gift . I made it a rule to take pictures from that time . One day , when I was using the computer , I found all of my photos in the C disk . I reveiwed the photos , in the same time , I reviewed my memory . Suddenly I realized that why my Dad gave me the camera . He hopes that I can record the process of my growth .
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
3 strange dreams
1)
I was a mermaid , swimming with tropical fish in the ocean . For a while , I saw my tail turn into brown , then yellow , and then became totally complexional.Suddenlly, My strange color tail disappeared ! Two legs took over my tail , and I were wearing jeans with lots of names on it . I really didn't care what happened , but I shuold be surprised or shock , shoudn't I ?
2)
All of my friends were here , on a fantastic yacht.We were drinking champagne , dancing ,talking and laughing . Symphony stopped performance , a whale appeared befored our eyes . We uses ladder to get onto the whale's back . Happy and exciting as we were , including the whale . Everyone seemed like it's old friend .
3)
I was falling into a deep deep hole , but I felt like I was flying , and I like it . I didn't know where was the hole's end . Falling for a long time , I woke up and heard my phone ringing . After finishing the conversation with my father , I fell asleep again . In this dream , I felt like I was falling , but actually I was flying .
Can anyone explaind?
Explaind what are these mean and why I can't sleep well?
I was a mermaid , swimming with tropical fish in the ocean . For a while , I saw my tail turn into brown , then yellow , and then became totally complexional.Suddenlly, My strange color tail disappeared ! Two legs took over my tail , and I were wearing jeans with lots of names on it . I really didn't care what happened , but I shuold be surprised or shock , shoudn't I ?
2)
All of my friends were here , on a fantastic yacht.We were drinking champagne , dancing ,talking and laughing . Symphony stopped performance , a whale appeared befored our eyes . We uses ladder to get onto the whale's back . Happy and exciting as we were , including the whale . Everyone seemed like it's old friend .
3)
I was falling into a deep deep hole , but I felt like I was flying , and I like it . I didn't know where was the hole's end . Falling for a long time , I woke up and heard my phone ringing . After finishing the conversation with my father , I fell asleep again . In this dream , I felt like I was falling , but actually I was flying .
Can anyone explaind?
Explaind what are these mean and why I can't sleep well?
My sister's keeper
"My sister's keeper", a book I just finished reading recently.The author-Jodi Picoult , who is acclaimed as a bestselling author , and famous for her writing technique.
This story is about a girl , Anna , who is borned to cure her older sister. Anna has to bear kinds of painful treat even she is not sick . She is the most important role in her family,since she is the only hope to save her sister's life . Oppositely , Anna is also the most miserable person . She almost doesn't have right to deny or against any unfair treat . The argument is going on by every character's telling in this book . Reading the story , maybe we regard that people is always selfish at first , everyone do everything often think themselves ; but in the end we will find that the motivation to do things always begin to love actually.
The author is good at describing the connection with families , lovers , and friends ."My sister's keeper"is the book inspiring me a lot this year, and I recommend it to everyone around me!
This story is about a girl , Anna , who is borned to cure her older sister. Anna has to bear kinds of painful treat even she is not sick . She is the most important role in her family,since she is the only hope to save her sister's life . Oppositely , Anna is also the most miserable person . She almost doesn't have right to deny or against any unfair treat . The argument is going on by every character's telling in this book . Reading the story , maybe we regard that people is always selfish at first , everyone do everything often think themselves ; but in the end we will find that the motivation to do things always begin to love actually.
The author is good at describing the connection with families , lovers , and friends ."My sister's keeper"is the book inspiring me a lot this year, and I recommend it to everyone around me!
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
How lucky I am!
(3/23)
Since yesterday , I felt something strange in my mind.
My roommates were not always in the dormitory,my friends uses cellphone all the time.
Until 12:30 p.m. , Lisa asked me to buy some drink with her.
When we arrived to 1F, I saw more than 20 classmates were there.So surprised and touched I was , I totally could not say anything. They sung "Happy Birthday" for me , then gave me cake and lots of gifts.We took many photos to commemorate this moment.
I discovered that I have so many good friends , who like and care about me. I'll cherish the memory of celebrating and friendship at colledge forever , just because I believe those will be my treasure in my life.
Happy birthday for me and for all of my dear friends.
Since yesterday , I felt something strange in my mind.
My roommates were not always in the dormitory,my friends uses cellphone all the time.
Until 12:30 p.m. , Lisa asked me to buy some drink with her.
When we arrived to 1F, I saw more than 20 classmates were there.So surprised and touched I was , I totally could not say anything. They sung "Happy Birthday" for me , then gave me cake and lots of gifts.We took many photos to commemorate this moment.
I discovered that I have so many good friends , who like and care about me. I'll cherish the memory of celebrating and friendship at colledge forever , just because I believe those will be my treasure in my life.
Happy birthday for me and for all of my dear friends.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
article by different people
Today is extremely hot than usual ,I feel very comfortable and soft. Now we are
in English classroom and learn how to combine English sentence. It’s a special experience for me. I never do the work in English class before. So I can’t do this work finish. But I will do my best to try it. Because it is a good practice for me to learn English writing. Although I know it’s useful for me , but teacher look at me all the class . Let me have to concentrate to study English. I believe that we will progress a lot in this class if I practice like this time.
in English classroom and learn how to combine English sentence. It’s a special experience for me. I never do the work in English class before. So I can’t do this work finish. But I will do my best to try it. Because it is a good practice for me to learn English writing. Although I know it’s useful for me , but teacher look at me all the class . Let me have to concentrate to study English. I believe that we will progress a lot in this class if I practice like this time.
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