I've realised that writing really does help me de-stress. all those times my dad has told me, 'Natalie, write your feelings down, good or bad, write what you're thinking,write hat you might want to tell someone but you can't say it to their face..it'll help, trust me.'
I think maybe i never thought it would really help, i just kinda thought he was talkin nothing...but its true, it does help me. for some strange reason though, I can't keep a written diary. I've tried writing my thoughts down, but I always get bored , and then I discovered MDD..and its helped me loads. sometimes i dont write in it for ages, and then I miss it. I have so much going on in my head. sometimes i start to type, and so much fills my thoughts that I didnt even know I was thinking about, and I just wanna get it all down on the screen.Fall into my own small world .

4/12

Yesterday I said I wasn't gonna sleep until late at night but I couldn't make it and got knocked out at 5 pm . I woke up this morning at 8 am with a horrible headache but I still managed to go eat breakfast and shoot some hoops after .hile I was shoot hoops with my sister the ball that he brought was over pumped and in the end the ball was in his handed and just exploded . The ball blew up before I even had a chance to tell him to drop it . It was very dangerous but he didn't even freak out and we just left because we didn't have a ball to shoot with . Around 4:30 pm my friends came over to play cards and we ended up in a tie because me and Peter ran out of luck which cost us the game . Well its was a fun day for me just hanging with my friends playing cards and having lots of fun . I am going to visit my dad tomorrow around 10 am and probably take my mom to the mall to buy some lotions and supplements for my aunties . I also wrote the checks for ALL the payments today which I dislike very much but I still finished it . Its sprinkling outside right now and its seems like its gonna rain overnight . Well I am gonna head to bed and get my much needed rest for tomorrow.

Photos review

I like to take pictures . Whenever I go out , I always remember my keys , cell phone , wallet , except for these items , my camera is one of the most important things for me . When I was a little girl , my father used to took photos and my sister . Actually , I didn't like the feeling to be taken photos . Afteryears , I grew up . When the day I was 16 years old , my father gave me a digital camera as my gift . I made it a rule to take pictures from that time . One day , when I was using the computer , I found all of my photos in the C disk . I reveiwed the photos , in the same time , I reviewed my memory . Suddenly I realized that why my Dad gave me the camera . He hopes that I can record the process of my growth .